I haven’t done a personal update in a long, long time. I’m not even sure what I wrote about last, probably should’ve checked. I started my current job in February and I’m already kind of over wanting something new, more meaningful, and ideally more money. I also have joined a gym! And I was convinced to get a personal trainer, and I thought if I’m going to do this right and get in shape then I might as well try it. And I love it. Well, kind of. I laugh so much with him that my abs hurt even more when doing the workouts. I try and go to the gym as much as I can after work and then do some exercising or physical activity on the weekends. Last Sunday, I went on two hikes. I went with one friend cause I didn’t think the other people would be interested then they texted me while on the hike so after we finished I dropped her off and went back and met them and did another one. I’m trying to eat a bit healthier too. This week has been hard but I’m trying to stay strong. Some people who I played flag football with have become my buddies and we hang out a lot and text in this group chat. It’s nice cause I feel apart of a group verses always texting different people. I got lunch with a friend yesterday and saw then again which was nice. Yesterday went to happy hour with some people from the group. It’s labelled in my phone as “Hunks and Biddies.” Also kind of have a crush on one of them after one karaoke night and seeing his good style and amazingly deep voice. Unfortunately he has a girlfriend, and I’m not a home wrecker. So another time a few weeks back we all went out and he had a cute friend in town but I brought one of my girlfriends out with us and low and behold those too got together. And us being the match makers we are walked with them to get food after the bar, ended up getting a tomato taco with noting but meat. And then walking to my apartment. We have them their space and was hoping to see a bit of romance. I comment how I would’ve kissed or held hands by now. And grabbed his hand which he kind of held back for a spilt second until I let go. When we got to my place they came inside for a second until their rides arrived and he commented on some art which I got to brag that I had painted it. Brownie points. But now my girlfriend in the group kind of says he have this weird thing around us. He’s a little older which is interesting but you wouldn’t really know. I tried chatting more the night we went out and all met at a bar I got kicked out of for smuggling some extra drinks in and then me deciding I should thank them for switching bars by riding the bull. Which was after I made a comment about water he was nice enough to buy to help hydrate. But then he went out of town and I’ve been doing all this cool stuff which I’m sure would impress him. But I don’t want to ruin anything. Also my friend made a comment with hearts which almost seemed liked it would give away the appeal. But I think I made a good save. We shall see how it goes and if he does end up breaking with her with the long distance or if they’ll get married and I’ll find another real crush. I’m still looking of course. Don’t want to put all my eggs in one basket. Speaking of which I worked a wedding with another crush and he seemed impressed or just knew I was a hard worker. If only we could move past the and hang out. I did have a cool moment when I was taking improv where I just felt like I got it and did better. And one of the guys who is now my teacher wants me to be on a team which would be sweet. So gotta keep practicing. I wanna eat some chicken and relax a little so until next time.
Dish Later,
K-Fish
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